I
was born at 4:52 p.m. on 8 May 1995 in Grossmont Hospital. My mother,
April James, was late for my birth; about a month late. I almost didn’t
make it, but I did. My mom didn’t marry my father at all; she married a
different man when I was two years old, shortly after having my older
younger brother, Zackry. Brian and I got along when I was that age, but
as I got older and more siblings joined the picture, I was completely
forgotten. I struggled through school and wasn’t good at making friends.
I wouls say it was mostly due to the fact that we moved around a lot,
but no one has ever really liked me. I learned to not let it bother me,
however, and that helped me a build up a sort of wall. I come off as
really mean, trust me, I know, but I’m completely fine with it.
My best friend, Liz, and I |
My
mother was born in Northern California on 2 March 1975. She never told
me where. She grew up in a strict German household with a mother who
gave up on life after having her and my uncle, Josh, and her dad, my
grandpa. She never learned how to speak German, but her father and his
mother are fluent. My mom is closer to me than anyone else in our hectic
family.
My
father... Well I don’t know much about him. He is my father and that’s
all; we’re lucky to see three child support checks a year. He doesn’t
try to talk to me, nor I him, and I am completely fine with that. I
still talk to his mom, Geneva, and she is one of my favorite
grandmothers.
My
sibling’s are named Zackry Orion, Kasey Nicole, and Jesse Glen. They
don’t have the same dad as me, but they’re father isn’t any better. He
has a new wife named Jen, but none of us like her or her children. I try
to stay out of their drama.
As
a child, we were always moving around. I was at a new school every 2
years, and I was always in the same situation; no friends, bad grades.
No one at home helped me with school, as my mother’s marriage had been
falling apart and my step-dad had developed a sort of resentment toward
me. I remember asking him how to pronounce a word, use, when I was
younger. He kept trying to force me to figure it out, and then when I
couldn’t, he would yell at me. I would never tell my mother these things
though; she doesn’t need it right now. I had one friend when I was
younger, in second grade, named Alhely. She’s at West Hills now, so
that’s sort of nice.
During
my free time, I play my violin. I don’t know why I like to play music;
my assistant orchestra instructor has asked me why and I was quiet for
an embarrassing amount of time. But now I have an answer. Music is a
sort of release for me-- a way to get away from everything. Lately, I
haven’t had time to play, and stress has gotten to me. I also play a few
online games; namely World of Warcraft and Minecraft. I admit, that
takes up a big amount of my time, but I enjoy it. I wish I didn’t like
video gaming, but seriously, who doesn't’? It’s awesome.
Favorite band and favorite hobby in one |
I
have a few good memories in my childhood, however. I remember a school
field trip in first grade; my mom chaperone. We went to the zoo, but we
wandered away from the group. I was a curious child, naturally, so when I
heard a commotion and saw a few employees running around,I had to go
see what was happening. A big gray bird, about the size of a cat, was
wobbling away from about three people. I watched for a little, but I
wanted to play too. I remember the scandalized looks they, including my
mother, gave me as I walked up to the bird and lifted it up. I set it in
the cardboard box they had out and then calmly walked to my mother. She
just kind of smiled and we regrouped with my class.
Whitey,Banshee, and I |
Another
good memory was last year, when my orchestra went to Disneyland. The
bus trip there was fun and so was the performance (we played at a nearby
school). We went to the hotel and checked in-- I was rooming with three
of my friends (Kinsey,Teaona, and Lynzie). We went swimming, ordered
pizza at midnight, and then fell asleep around two in the morning. The
bus was supposed to leave at seven the next morning to go to the
amusement park. We wanted to wake up at 5:30 to get ready. But our
alarms never went off. We woke up at 6:30 to my cell phone ringing. I
hurried and answered, trying to sound awake, but I didn’t fool Deb. I
woke everyone up and we ran around in four whirling tornadoes, trying to
pack up and get ready at the same time. Everyone stared when we walked
into the dining hall, but it was worth it. Disneyland was fun, though.
Orchestra
is very important to me. I can’t see myself twenty years from now
without my violin in my hand. I want to go to college (after Grossmont)
and get a Doctorate in Music. I want to film-score, which is this;
imagine you’re watching Harry Potter. Naturally, the theme song comes to
your mind. Or imagine you’re watching Pirates of the Caribbean. Same
vision. I want to be the person that creates the music and puts the
music in someone’s head. I want them to think of me when they watch
their favorite movie. I recently figured out what I wanted to do with
music and this is it. I can see myself achieving my dream, but I have to
graduate high school first. Oh, and I love cats. And Coldplay.
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